My change of attitude
A year and two months ago, when I spent time with Ken, I definitely didn’t like the idea of “dating” a guy who would be gone over the holidays when most of the fun stuff here goes on. But I’ve changed my attitude.
I am enjoying Ken so much. Yes, I’ll miss holiday parties (especially New Years Eve) but it would be perfect if I can convince Kelly to come and visit. And even if I’m alone, I have decided that being alone is better than being with someone just to be with someone. With Ken I truly enjoy being with him. And maybe Ken will surprise me with more time over the party season.
We’ll see. It’s a long way off. Maybe we’ll go our separate ways by then but I hope not.