This morning I was awake at a little past 7:00 but fell back asleep for about an hour.

While sleeping I had a dream about preparing handouts for a meeting I was hosting. I couldn’t remember how to start the computer program (Word Perfect). It was frustrating but I was determined. The meeting attendees were waiting and I kept trying. It kept getting more involved.

When I finally roused myself, I was worn out. I am still shaken by the realization that I couldn’t solve the problem. I’d forgotten everything about computers and how to start up the program I needed. I can still feel the worry and stress.

(Note: I am hosting a meeting of residents in Nantucket V who will be helping with the COA’s Christmas party. It’ll be held here in my condo on Thursday and I don’t feel prepared.)